heart art

freelove ... what's in the name?

When I began creating the hearts for my newest collection, I wanted to honor them in a special way.  I thought about what they represent, and wanted a name that did them justice.  I think freelove wraps it up perfectly ... 

My freelove collection represents hearts and love of all kinds.  This may be love for others, or love for ourselves.  It may be love of a passion or a heart full of love for a pet.  It just might be a broken heart that comes only when we have loved freely.   

Freelove Chevolette Enicks was my great grandmother who was born in 1870.  (Yes! Freelove was her given name.) Growing up, I didn’t hear many stories about her.  But the one story my dad would tell, was that his grandmother would correct anyone who mispronounced her name.  “It’s not free-love, it’s fre-love!”  By this point, my dad would have a smile on his face and I could see the love in his eyes for his grandmother.  Needless to say, Freelove and her name have always had a special place in my heart.  

Freelove’s name must have seemed quite scandalous for a woman in that era. So I can understand why she may have down-played the free-love part of her name.  But I adore the free-love pronunciation.  And I love that on that day in 1870, Freelove’s parents had the inspiration to give her that loving name.  Even though I never met Freelove, based on the look on my father’s face, I could see that he, and my grandmother, felt loved by her.  And through them, I feel that love too.  

I do believe love should be given, and received, freely.  Through my freelove collection, I want to share some of this love.  I hope the hearts bring to mind thoughts and feelings of love you have experienced in your own life.  Love for yourself, love for others, or love for a place or time … and even love that breaks your heart.  Because sometimes, a broken heart means we have truly loved.

what heals your heart?

connections help heal your heart

connections help heal your heart

There are many reasons your heart can be broken … loss of a loved one or pet, a relationship break up, a missed opportunity that you had your heart set on, an illness or injury that keeps you or someone you love from living a full life, just to name a few. I’ve shared with you some of my reasons, and in return, you've shared some of yours with me.  But what helps to heal your heart ... and mine?

Throughout my rough patch these last 8 months, I have relied heavily on loved ones (friends and family) to help me.  For me, this by far has been the biggest factor in helping to heal my heart.  Loved ones checked in with me on a daily and weekly basis, or sporadically calling and texting to say "hi, how are you doing today?"  When I reached out to them, they responded no matter what they were doing.  Even if the response was “I’m here. I can’t talk right now, but I'll get right back to you.”  I poured my heart and soul out and no one turned me away.  They listened, even if the whole conversation was tear filled on my side.  Crying is definitely a symptom of depression, and it's not necessarily about what is really happening.  My family and friends let me cry and be vulnerable, and didn’t judge me.  And checked in with me again later. 

These ‘connections’ in my world kept me and keep me going.  These connections in my life helped start the healing of my heart.  And these connections are still helping my heart heal. 

connections help heal your heart …

our connections help heal our hearts

our connections help heal our hearts

When I started making art again, I wanted to create something that would be easy on my still healing shoulder (from surgery in November).  And I wanted to create something meaningful to me too.  So I began a series of ‘healing hearts’ … heart art signifying the healing process.  The first idea was a heart broken into two halves, with the metal ‘dots’ representing the connections in our lives that help heal our hearts.  I expanded that idea because sometimes your heart isn’t just broken in two...sometimes it feels shattered.  But our connections in life help pull those pieces together and hold them there.  Our hearts are never the same, but they can be just as beautiful mended with all of our loved ones helping to keep our heart together.   

turn your broken heart into wings … and fly

turn your broken heart into wings … and fly

turn your broken heart into wings … and fly

As I  was creating these ‘healing hearts’ I noticed that the two halves of the heart looked like wings. And my thought was that wings made from our broken hearts could help us fly.  So, that is exactly what I am doing with these ‘healing hearts’ … turning my broken heart into wings, so I can fly again.